I want to stay alive now

i want to stay alive now,
i don't care about resilience,
don't talk to me about survival,

i want to live for the bees,
and their velvet soft backs,
i stay so i can see the tulips bloom,
even if only for a week,

i live to watch rabbits nibble,
rooting up grass and leaves,
i want to cough on sickly sweet pollen,
and dance with the trees,

i hope then,
you know where to find me

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